Let me add a bit more to clarify something.
It’s not that I don’t make the effort in reaching out to the less fortunate including the homeless. Yesterday’s turn of events proved that I still try to “segregate” the times I am kind and when I am not, while Soojin’s mentality is continuous flow.
I have been to homeless shelters and special programs and what not. When I approached the gentleman yesterday, I realized that I interact much better if I am prepared in my mind. That in the end means that I have to be prepared 24/7. Internal strife must continue and I must not lose to myself.