Let me add a bit more to clarify something.

It’s not that I don’t make the effort in reaching out to the less fortunate including the homeless.  Yesterday’s turn of events proved that I still try to “segregate” the times I am kind and when I am not, while Soojin’s mentality is continuous flow.

I have been to homeless shelters and special programs and what not.  When I approached the gentleman yesterday, I realized that I interact much better if I am prepared in my mind.  That in the end means that I have to be prepared 24/7.  Internal strife must continue and I must not lose to myself.