An Addendum to Cold-hearted b******

Let me add a bit more to clarify something.

It’s not that I don’t make the effort in reaching out to the less fortunate including the homeless.  Yesterday’s turn of events proved that I still try to “segregate” the times I am kind and when I am not, while Soojin’s mentality is continuous flow.

I have been to homeless shelters and special programs and what not.  When I approached the gentleman yesterday, I realized that I interact much better if I am prepared in my mind.  That in the end means that I have to be prepared 24/7.  Internal strife must continue and I must not lose to myself.

I am still a cold-hearted b****** and Soojin’s my hero

Happy birthday Pastor Shawn! 😀

So to celebrate his, Andrew Kim’s, and Eric Song’s b-days, we went across the street to Chipotle for lunch after the service. Nothing too extreme to denote the title thus far, right? Well, after the lunch and the looong stop at Berripop, we headed back to our car. We had to walk back to the church parking lot.

On the way, we noticed a homeless man sitting on the bus stop bench. I tried to hurry along, and try to ignore him. However, Soojin, as soon as we pass him, she says, “Do you think he ate?” At first, I was irritated and annoyed. She then proceeded to suggest that we should buy him something to eat and pointed to Whichwich.

So I sent the rest ahead and I went to buy the sandwich and came back to give him the sandwich. He is all that anyone would think of when you heard the word “homeless”: beard and facial hair everywhere, half asleep, very dark faced, age of 40-something to 50-something. When I approached him, he saw what I had in my hands and got up and said something appreciative that I don’t recall.

Afterwards, I had realized how cold and heartless I was. I am as the title says, a cold-hearted bas****. I’d rather avoid him and turn the cold shoulder rather than be like Soojin who obviously had the heart of Christ in her… definitely more than I had.

You see, this isn’t the first time. Last year during summer, Soojin had noticed this older man selling newspaper on Kirby near 59. His name was Dave. When she first saw him, she again wanted to feed him and give him drink. Everyone has their heroes. Mine is Soojin. She certainly has the heart of a hero of Christ. She is able to see the person that is in need. And sees it right through.

I hate Dell with passion!!

Ok.  It’s now officially official:  I hate Dell with passion!!  😡

I found a great deal on Dell for an MSI 8800GT OC (660 MHz core / 1900 MHz memory).  This was back in late November.  I guess they took one too many orders… ’cause the only thing I started seeing was “Your order was delayed” crap, week after week!!  And now, it’s not going to ship earlier than 1/29/08!  WTF?!!

Great service?!!  Whatever!  Ever since Dell got big, they have been only getting worse and service has only been getting worse and this is my proof… my LAST proof!  Why?!  That’s because I won’t buy from Dell ever again!   If they are such great company, they would have offered a different brand product (but same model) even if they lost money on it!!

Dell sucks!  If companies like Logitech only made and sold video cards!  On second thought, Logitech stay where you are and try not to grow big like Dell and screw it up for eveyrone!

/*Rant*/

India’s Tata Motors unveils cheapest car at $2500!!

Daily Tech Source

Wow… $2500 for a new car?  😮  India unveiled the smallest and cheapest car on the planet!  Not only does it manage to fit 5 people in (forget comfortable!), it also gets freakin’ 54 mpg!!  This has to be the ultimate city car!!  But what’s America (and the rest of the world, for that matter) doing?!!  Zip in and zip out!!

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year!  Yeah… 2008!

Well, really, I don’t know what the big deal is since the concept of “time” is man-made and so we are celebrating what?  I don’t feel any different… but I guess I will play along.  😛

We had a good visit to my parents’ for Christmas and New Year… my kids had a blast with their grandparents and cousins.  I also got to see some good ol’ friends I haven’t seen in some long time.

– Won Suk Lee, 7 years

– Christine Cho, met her fiancé, Clinton.

– Kevin Wu, 1 year

– Woosuk Sohn, 12 years!

Wish I had seen more friends (like Kwon Young, Will, Paidow, Yuri, Boris, and Ben) but we all have plans and family.  We didn’t get to see snow either… so that was disappointing.  Now, I’m back at work and just blah-ing…